Disturbed....just a bit..sigh..

Discovered when I got home from the wedding earlier this month that my committee at church had been combined with another committee and I'm now part of the Outreach committee. Well, I have a bit of a problem with this. As...no one asked me if I wanted to be a member of the outreach committee...!!! I was a part of the hospitality committee which I don't think has the same responsibilities as the outreach, nor do I think the outreach committee members are actually interested in the duties of the hospitality committee...which still have to be met. Fast forward to tonight...had a meeting of the combined committees...there's nothing going on that concerns the hospitality committee. It's all about the outreach committee's duties....hummmm....so, what's up with this?? I know the church is just starting out, but I don't think this is a happy blending of the two...personally. But, no one asked me for a personal comment on the subject. Sigh... I'm thinking right now that I'm just hung up on old patterns of thought...need to do a bit of adjusting and see if this will be a good fit. But...still...there still stands the fact that when I became a part of the hospitality committee it was because of what that committee did in the church. I probably would never have agreed to become a member of the outreach committee as I do a lousy job of the types of needs this committee has to deal with....like preparing brochures, figuring out which demographics(am I using this term correctly)to aim our mailing dollars toward...etc...media blitz..